Ha! Well it may not seem, in all its grandeur, a scary life to you, but rest assured, the fact still remains true. As I clumsily stumble, bump, and scrape my way through these changes (I am being literal here, my head has a fondness for corners lately) I have found that I have a fear. Great and grand times ahead, this is certain, but change (as good as a change it is) is still different from what we know, it is scary. I am growing as an artist, a mother, a teacher. Expanding, crumbling, healing, and growing. I had an epiphany, not but 30 minutes ago. A certain type of whimsical art that I have always had a fondness for, whose beauty speaks to my soul has never been found in my portfolio. I realized, that I have been afraid to embrace that I could do it. A new art challenge, a new road to try. Another road has been homeschooling. No more than a week ago I was about to throw in the towel, but I didn’t. I told myself “you knew this wasn’t going to be easy! It has only been a couple months”, the “only been a couple months” part is what got me. Now that I am giving it the full chance it deserves, doing research, putting together lesson plans, etc. I feel a passion for it growing. Still need to sit and get a schedule out, but one thing at a time 🙂 This Momma is definitely learning some patience, that is for certain! Well, this was just a quick little “Hey! Still alive, this is what I have been thinking about” update 🙂 Love to you all!
Published by DragonflyRose
I was born in California, spent my childhood in Colorado, grew up in Washington, and now live in Maine with my boyfriend, son, daughter, dog, and cat! I hope to inspire and keep growing! View more posts