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My Story, The Creation of my Psyche

I would like to start this off by saying I am not trying to paint my mother as a monster. She was, and is, a mentally unwell person. When I was younger, and up to about 2 years ago, she was a monster in my mind. But now, I can see why she was theContinue reading “My Story, The Creation of my Psyche”

My Life Focus, Art

Good morning, all my lovely readers, I am inspired. Life inspired. I have struggled with ‘who am I?’ and ‘why am I here?’ for my entire life. Over the past couple of months, I have gone through some drastic changes in my life, and my outlook on life. One of the first lessons I wasContinue reading “My Life Focus, Art”

Different Ways, Russian Doll Healing

I was reading an article in the magazine Kindred Spirit on the Matryoshka Method, developed by Therapist Cedric Speyer. In the article he brings up some key things that I never really thought about. He says that traditional therapies focus on our pain, the peeling back of layers of pain to find the ‘root’ pain.Continue reading “Different Ways, Russian Doll Healing”

The Darker Side of Me

7 months of insanity, of lessons. I feel my spirit growing thin, my passion fading. I am on a path currently where I am learning to balance the dark side of myself, that side that is extremely self-conscious, judgmental, angry, and sad. I do feed off the energy of others, and at times have aContinue reading “The Darker Side of Me”

Humankind’s Legacy

The dew, it settles, on this dirty city. But it does not wash away. A cool rain temporarily cleans away the filth But will never return it to the pristine of nature. He says that he is for the betterment of our world, And yet, only destruction lies in his path. Experiments at the scientistsContinue reading “Humankind’s Legacy”