faith

Eyes Open, Eyes Closed

Eyes Open, Eyes closed. As I walk through this life. My heart, a vast trove that spills like the oceans upon a rocky beach. Bubbly waters finding there way into every orifice of the earth that it touches. When I love, When I give my love, I give it completely. I love with a fiercenessContinue reading “Eyes Open, Eyes Closed”

Love is My Lifeforce

I have always loved romance movies and novels. Being swept away by a love so intense that it makes the whole world fade away. I made a profound realization this evening that I have never made before. I watched a movie on Netflix called After, this isn’t a review, honestly, I watch the sappiest ofContinue reading “Love is My Lifeforce”

My Life Focus, Art

Good morning, all my lovely readers, I am inspired. Life inspired. I have struggled with ‘who am I?’ and ‘why am I here?’ for my entire life. Over the past couple of months, I have gone through some drastic changes in my life, and my outlook on life. One of the first lessons I wasContinue reading “My Life Focus, Art”

Empty Explanations

I wish I could explain how much anger and frustration hurts me, How it breaks me down into some hollow shell of a being, How it turns my heart black. I wish I could explain the way my heart breaks when my children don’t want me around, Or my very presence seems to annoy them.Continue reading “Empty Explanations”

Victory in The Small Things

My mind is tired, body sore. My cat’s purr rumbles like mini earthquakes through my flesh. Almost ready, to stretch my body and put my mind at ease. Flowing Flowing Flowing Breathing Breathing Breathing I meditate on the movements of my sore tired body. These small moments, Where I push through. Push even though I’mContinue reading “Victory in The Small Things”

Back to Planning

As with all great plans in life they take detours, beatings, losses, and joys. This October will mark a year since we rolled into Riverside, California, and as I have loved the time with my Dad, it is now time to start moving on to other things. My heart broke when I watched our RVContinue reading “Back to Planning”