ideas

Eyes Open, Eyes Closed

Eyes Open, Eyes closed. As I walk through this life. My heart, a vast trove that spills like the oceans upon a rocky beach. Bubbly waters finding there way into every orifice of the earth that it touches. When I love, When I give my love, I give it completely. I love with a fiercenessContinue reading “Eyes Open, Eyes Closed”

Morning, October 8th, 2019

As the sun was setting I could feel my body relaxing, night has always brought peace to me where the energy of the day never can. My dreams have been many the last couple nights, I had decided to sleep with a polished chunk of labradorite that I have had for years. As I driftedContinue reading “Morning, October 8th, 2019”

Shall I Finally Write?

As I sit here, sleep drawing nearer and nearer, all I can think of is typing. I have been feeling such an immense pull to write the last few months. So strong that anything else I do feels unsatisfying. So, here I am, fingers on the keyboard, eyes on the screen, heart open. What isContinue reading “Shall I Finally Write?”

My Life Focus, Art

Good morning, all my lovely readers, I am inspired. Life inspired. I have struggled with ‘who am I?’ and ‘why am I here?’ for my entire life. Over the past couple of months, I have gone through some drastic changes in my life, and my outlook on life. One of the first lessons I wasContinue reading “My Life Focus, Art”

Empty Explanations

I wish I could explain how much anger and frustration hurts me, How it breaks me down into some hollow shell of a being, How it turns my heart black. I wish I could explain the way my heart breaks when my children don’t want me around, Or my very presence seems to annoy them.Continue reading “Empty Explanations”

Victory in The Small Things

My mind is tired, body sore. My cat’s purr rumbles like mini earthquakes through my flesh. Almost ready, to stretch my body and put my mind at ease. Flowing Flowing Flowing Breathing Breathing Breathing I meditate on the movements of my sore tired body. These small moments, Where I push through. Push even though I’mContinue reading “Victory in The Small Things”

What People Think of Me is None of My Business

I have been through a lot of changes the past couple of weeks, but the biggest one I am having trouble learning to handle is the negative gossip that is said, or thought, about me. I simply cannot fathom where it could even come from, why would you have such negative views about me whenContinue reading “What People Think of Me is None of My Business”