Back to Planning

As with all great plans in life they take detours, beatings, losses, and joys. This October will mark a year since we rolled into Riverside, California, and as I have loved the time with my Dad, it is now time to start moving on to other things. My heart broke when I watched our RV drive away from my father’s home, it was in no way able to continue serving us the way we needed it to, and I now find myself trying to save up money for another vehicle of sorts. Most likely one we can make a temporary home out of as we travel across the US. Bouncing from organic farm to organic farm until we reach the east coast. Where I will hopefully have it so that Cardin will have his passport so we can backpack across the UK, Ireland, Scotland, etc.  But the key now lies in two things for us. 1. is straying away from just ‘saving money’ and instead manifesting what I need and 2. find my spiritual path once again. I don’t know how much longer we will be here but, we will make the best time of it that we can possibly make 😀 Which, if I say so myself, will be one kick ass of a time! I love you all who have stood by us, watched us in silent prayers from afar, loved us, and helped us along however you could. We love you all very much!! ❤ always and forever!

She Dreams

She sits,
Dreams,
A poetic tale.
The wind,
gently caressing her skin,
like a long lost lover.
She stands,
Dreams,
a harmonic note.
The tree,
Its bark rough upon her hand,
Its energy fills her spirit.
She dances,
Dreams,
The beat captures her soul.
The ground moves,
With her joyous dance,
Like a promenade between woman and earth.
She leaps,
Dreams,
Weightless like the air.
Carried by the wind,
Like a leaf dancing on its sails.
She sings,
Dreams,
An angelic note.
Tones carrying through the air,
Like velvet upon ears.
She lies upon the grass,
She Dreams,
Eyes open,
Soul open,
Heart open.

A Little Share on the Beautiful Morning!

A while back I went through some intense personal growth. I moved 4 times in one year. Got an apartment, lost it. Moved in with a friend, didn’t work out. Then moved back to a place that will forever be home in my heart. When I moved back home I was at peace and I found myself in a place that I have never been. For the first time I enjoyed being in my own company, but I didn’t give myself enough time. I jumped straight into another relationship, and again, lost myself. I have been single for almost a year, and as I woke up today I felt, once again, that feeling of love for myself, and the enjoyment of my own company and thoughts 🙂 Never again will I lose myself completely in any relationship. Just wanted to share! 😀